The Baby

I don’t love this kid at all. You think? Can you even look at this little face and not love it, even if you don’t know him. It takes an effort not to just hug on him all day long. Same goes for Christian, but I have a better chance with this one, especially when he gets sleepy.
Sometimes I see Christian in him so much. Other times he’s so much himself I can barely see him at all. Unlike Christian, he’s still got a little baby in him, but it is slipping away so fast, and I can’t stop it. I know I shouldn’t want to, but next year he’ll leave me for kindergarten, and I just don’t think I can take it. I felt the same way with Christian, and the only consolation was that Jackson would still be here. Now what do I do? Don’t answer that.